I believe that I could have bombed the final today, made a 60 or 70, and still passed the course with a C because I've done so well on my weekly quizzes and my midterm.
But here's the problem. I totally fucked myself during Spring semester. I was more concerned with work and doing good at my job and then relaxing as much as I could on the days off I had, instead of actually studying. Because of that, my GPA dropped to a 1.58 and I lost my financial aid. So I'm not so much concerned about passing this course, I'm concerned about "Did I do well enough to get my financial aid back?"
I'm really starting to psyche myself out, because as I've said previously, I have two people depending on me directly, and who knows whoever else indirectly just because of the shit I do and don't even know it. You never know how you effect others.
Tomorrow, I get up, put my suit on, and I go back to school one more time for an NFDA meeting, and them I'm done for the semester. That'll be three weeks of... well, I was about to say rest, but hopefully, I'll be working and earning some scratch.
With luck, grades will be posted by Friday and my fears will be put to rest. I'll spend at least two full days going back and forth between the house and the Financial Aid office making sure I get my fucking shit in order for Fall semester.